The smell of the new books…

I am missing the smell of the new book for quite some days (may be months 😟 or years) and its actually frustrating for me because I so much love books and I am literally hungry for some new books… I know what people would after hearing this and they would just say, go buy books then right? I know that solution and I want to apply this solution but I don’t know how always some problems came up 😑 so there can be one more solution I can just order some books or request someone to get me the book but actually I want to roam the whole book market myself and search for my book but I couldn’t make that possible like for that I need some help 🤐 sometimes I wish someone just kidnap me and left me at the library where I can find all of the books in the whole world 😍 now you may think isn’t there any of the book that is unfinished at my home? Yes actually there’s two more books which I didn’t finish (I got stuck at the middle 😬) and I just stop reading and don’t want to start and I think there’s some reason for that and they are:
1. They are not new now.
2. They are both in English and I really want a book (badly) which is in my language (Bangla).
3. I want my favorite writer’s new book which is impossible 😭 because Humayun Ahmed died at 2012 and I finished all of his books at 2015 and I think part of me just shut down about books because since then I got irregular about books but after some months actually I recovered that and I really got hitched with the different kinds of books like detective, thriller, crime, horror and most of them are in translation 😁 then I thought nope I need original then I bought some of the English books… But when I was at my fourth year at the university then I was always busy with the varsity then the exams and for some years I was getting addicted to movies and I lost interest on books I guess! and I couldn’t get the time for saying that I need to buy some books 😷 and now I need books in my life and I wanna start with Humayun Ahmed’s magic which can’t happen and I am upset.
But I know how I can cheer myself actually 😊 I want to start reading Tin goyeda series and translation of thriller and crime and detective books 😃.
When I was at school and college, I remember I couldn’t do anything at all if I hadn’t read any book in a day and book was my fuel. I remember one day my English teacher caught me with a story book in the class and he took that book 😛 because story book is strictly prohibited in his class and still I brought that. I was a total book worm back then 🤪 and I was really proud of that. I wanna be proud again.