If you want any work to done well, do it yourself.
If you really want to do something in reality, you will find some way but if you really don’t want to do anything then you will definitely find some excuses.
Do not worry about the failure because you just have to be right for one time.
As you’ve done, the same result will be waiting for you.
The fear is not always a permanent fertile medicine, but there is a temporary relief.