Life

Confidence level – 0%

If you are having gpa under 3.00 then you’ve got a serious problem.

Problem 1: Your parents are gonna be crazy and they will be freaking out all the time and all they can think of how you are not capable of doing anything, you messed up everything, you are never gonna get any job because all job requirements are having only 3.00 up gpa so you are out of everything basically.

problem 2: Other family members are gonna hate you (as always for me) and they are always talking about how your parents are unable to teach you a good lesson because having gpa under 3.00 means you are total garbage and Oh! I forgot to say if you are girl you have more advantage all they talk about how the girl is so old and so when’s the marriage? And one more thing they are secretly having some parties because you basically a garbage just because you are having gpa under 3.00.

Problem 3: The society are having their blast because you are not having any job but their daughter/son having an amazing job and an amazing husband/wife and so amazing life.

Yes, This is all my problem and there’s more but they are also related to these. I don’t know if you faced same problem or is it just me? I mean I don’t know. All I know is my confidence level is now 0% because I now don’t believe in anything at all and I thought everything is tough like out of hand reach. Since childhood all I want from my parents is “Appreciation” whatever the world say but all they say that you could have been done better. Don’t get me wrong I love my parents more than anything in the whole world and there’s no limitation but I have just one regret I couldn’t make them proud ever and I don’t know if I can ever.

Parents always love their child but I think the surroundings manipulate them having the bad thought about their child.

I really don’t know how can I get my confidence or if I can get any solution for these problems or not but I will try my best to make my parents proud. I am really feeling hopeless all the time I mean it’s like all that negative energy, the danger is getting me from four sides.